wow, can't actually believe it, im well into the second semester of college already, yet it feels like i've just started. I cant keep yup with all these things in my life, it's honestly draining, and then of course I always forget that i even have a blog because im either on facebook or tumblr, it's hard to keep up with my life, i feel like i've completely lost grip of my life, and the reality is that im knowingly letting my self control go.
I remember awhile ago it felt like i had a good head on my shoulders, like I actually knew what I wnated and where I was going, lately it seems like my life is in the pits. I have no idea if this is even what i want to do for the rest of my life. Honestly, I don't even really fully understand who I am as a person. It's frustrating and I'm tired.
