My mother is on the phone, they are both crtiquing some girl they don't like's video of her dancing at a club. All I keep hearing is "how does she wear that minskirt knowing she is like 10 sizes too large for it?" Which has allowed me to come to the realization that my mother is secretly Regina George.
I don't blog much, but I have been keeping a journal, it's seemed to really help with keepingthings off my mind, lord knows I've been through hell and back these past few weeks. How i'vemanaged to pull through actually baffles me constantly. Now as i sit here in my rubber ducky boxers, and a white t-shirt ( I feel like being extremely detailed tonight) and as I sit here drinking a mango smoothie, I've realized.. I have no idea what to do. With all of the freedom of not working and no being in school anymore... I'm a hermit.
Not to mention the fact that job-hunting has just been the biggest kick in the gnads, it's like everywhere that says they are hiring always conveniantly "fills the position." i know it has nothing to do my interviews, or resume or personality, I am confident, and very pleased with myself... so i want to know why with everything that i have to offer I still get pushed aside? Hmm maybe it' just me being a 'glass half empty' kind of guy.
Anyways, I'm tired, it's late, and my sister has her talent show tomorrow... busy busy!!
-Mike
