It's at this point I just don't care anymore. I've given everything I had to someone who didn't appreciate a single ounce of it. I was led to believe something meant something, only for it to be thrown in my face. Enjoy your life with your "best friend." I don't have my best friend listed as my boyfriend... but hey, maybe that's just me. I wish you both the GREATEST life, but I won't be part of it :)

All bitterness aside, I need to move on, focus on myself... getting a clearer head and a better grip on reality and where my life is truly headed. I'm moving back to my mothers, which despite me being a 24 year old moving back to my parents... I'm actually excited. I need some changes, this will feel fresh I think. The new store looks like its finally happening next week.... about damn time. I've officially been a wok box employee for 3 years (womp womp). I've also been enjoying new opportunities presenting themselves, new people presenting themselves. Life is funny that way. I guess you can really say that when one door closes, another swings open - only this door flew open! I've got some music cranked, I'm currently on the last stretch of packing. Tuesday and Wednesday are the move in days, so it's getting closer and closer and my anxiety is getting more and more prevalent haha.

The Kesha concert also literally took my breath away, I've never had as much fun as I had that night, all thanks to my two best friends they made such a big memory for me and I will forever be grateful that they wanted to do this with me. I know I boast and talk about how shitty 2017 has been, but there's still two months left. I feel like I can turn this year around. Here's to hoping...